En serio no puedo creer que terminé esta cosa, y a tiempo D:! Este último cap es el último en la cronología (el único que está bien ubicado XD), y además es el primer one-shot que empecé a escribir de ToG en toda la historia, y que dejé de lado, para escribir Payment y Better than cigarettes XD Al menos gracias a esto lo terminé también c: Seguro debería arreglar estas cosas en algún momento, que deben dejar mucho que desear por lo apurados que salieron :c
Esto se ubica en medio del cap 50 de la season 3 del manhwa, y es R-18 :D
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Collection for KhunBam week 2020
by RPMizu
Day 7: Night / Names
“What are you doing
here? Have you been spying on us?”
Bam hears those words
the instant Khun crosses the door. Hwaryun just sighs. “You too, huh?” Bam did
thought of that when he saw her entering his room just moments ago. He can’t
help but laugh: Khun and he are so in synch.
“So this is why you
called me over here so late at night.”
There’s something in
his voice. Khun sounds kind of… annoyed. Maybe he is really tired, after all
that happened. Sorry, Khun-san. He still
smiles warmly when he sees Bam worried, and proceeds to take control over the
meeting, like he always does. And there’s nothing more reassuring for Bam than
having him taking the important decisions and making their strategies.
After an hour and a
half of discussing and planning, they settle on Bam fighting a test ranker to
impress the FUG Elders, even though Khun said this was one of his last resorts.
He doesn’t want Bam to expose himself. Bam’s heart feels warm at the thought.
Khun is always so considerate of him, and he is the only one who gets this
special treatment, he is sure of it.
“Now…” Deliberately
ignoring Hwaryun is still in the room with them, Khun gets close to him, lifts
Bam’s chin up and gets his lips millimeters away from his own. Bam swallows
slowly as Khun murmurs. “You don’t think you can call me this late at night
only for this, do you?”
“Khun-san…?”
“Hey.” Hwaryun speaks
up then. “I’m still here, you know? Can you not flirt like that in front of
me?”
A frustrated groan
comes out of Khun, and he separates from Bam briefly, only to push Hwaryun out
of the room and shutting the door behind her. “We already ended the meeting.
Now go sleep somewhere else.”
“Remember Viole has
to fight a ranker tomorrow.”
“We know! Now don’t
spy on us again and get lost!”
“I didn’t spy on you
two, though. At least try to not get Viole too sore.”
Bam can hear her sighing
again at the other side of the door, and then her footsteps getting away. Jeez, Khun-san, what if she gets upset and
doesn’t want to help us anymore? Well, Hwaryun-san is really mature, so he bet
she won’t get angry even if Khun is being a little rude to her because of his
sexual frustrations. Bam feels his face burning up at that thought. He is still
not used to thinking about sex. The fact that they haven’t had a lot of
opportunities to be together like that doesn’t help either. Strangely enough,
the act in itself feels surprisingly natural…
“You shouldn’t treat
her like that, Khun-san…” Bam manages to say, trying to keep his cool even
after having those thoughts.
“She understands.” I don’t know about that, but ok. It’s
true she already knows Khun doesn’t really like her. He being a little rude to
her is nothing new. “We don’t get much time to ourselves, you know, traveling with
so many people, and you training and fighting all the time.”
“That’s true. I like
being with them, though. I love everyone.” Khun comes close to him again, and
wraps his arms around Bam’s waist.
“What do you love
more, Bam?” His lips brush against Bam’s, and it leaves him with a lingering feeling
of yearning. It’s becoming a habit now, for Khun to almost kiss him but not
actually doing it. “Being with them, or… being alone with me?”
“Khun-san…” But now
it’s different. After trolling him a little, Khun actually kisses him, and Bam lets
himself melt into this kiss, Khun’s tongue exploring deep into his mouth. After
long seconds, Khun breaks apart, leaving him wanting more again. “Don’t tell
Rak-san and the others…”
His laugh sounds
bathed with affection as he sees Bam playing with his thumbs, embarrassed of
what he said. “I know that loud gator would make a fuss if he knows you prefer
me over him. Don’t worry, it’s our secret.”
Theirs and Hwaryun’s
now, though, but Bam choose not to mention that. She probably knew since the
beginning anyway, since she is a guide.
Khun takes his hand
and leads him to the bed, and Bam simply lets himself be guided. Bam might be
the one who attracts people or something like that, and therefore keeps the
team together, but Khun is the one making the decisions, being the leader. Sure,
he always does what Bam wants in the end, but still he is the one who has the plan
and the final word. And there’s nothing more reassuring for Bam than having
Khun by his side. They all would be lost without him. There is no one Bam could
trust more.
Bam lies there, not
even caring that he probably should have put on pajamas first. Khun doesn’t
plan on sleeping after all, not soon anyway. He lies there too, by Bam’s side,
and Bam unconsciously reach out for his warmth. He wants to feel more of Khun.
He wants more of those kisses. And, almost like he reads his mind, Khun starts
kissing him again. His body gets on top of Bam, and it feels so comfortable to
be just like that, underneath him.
“Hwaryun-san was
right, you know? I have to fight a ranker tomorrow.” Though Bam would want to
just do it with Khun, this is getting dangerous. His body is getting too hot,
and probably Khun’s is too. If this goes on, he doesn’t think they can control themselves
so Bam can fight comfortably tomorrow. “We can’t… go all the way.”
“But we can make out
at least. I just want to be near you, feel you. You don’t know how much miss
you.”
Oh, there he is
wrong. Bam misses him too. It’s true that, even though Bam loves the others,
and they are like his family, they don’t get much time to be just the two of
them, like this. And if that’s hard for Bam to bear, it’s probably even worse
for Khun, who has much more experience than him in this kind of things, and
therefore more sexual drive. Well, he doesn’t know if that’s accurate, though.
His is getting strong too, even if it’s kind of embarrassing to admit.
So they keep cuddling
and kissing. Khun’s warm help Bam relax at last. He was feeling so upset, in
tension until now. In their last “mission”, everything had gone so wrong. So
many of the canine people died because of Bam’s selfish desires, because he
wanted Yama by his side in order to rescue his Master. And DengDeng… Bam
couldn’t fulfill his promise with him. Surely Louie hated him now.
“The things that other
guide said shook you up, didn’t they?”
And now he is making
Khun worry about him. Bam curls himself against Khun’s chest, effectively
hiding his own face. But Khun already has seen the tears accumulating in the
corners of his eyes. He won’t let them fall, though. He had cried enough when
his Master got kidnapped, when Khun wasn’t there to support him. He won’t cry
anymore.
“You don’t have to be
a God, Bam. You are a human, and that’s ok. I already told you that.”
“I know, and I was
really happy when you said that. I mean it, seriously. I know you will continue
loving me even if I don’t become the God everyone wants me to be.” Khun’s warm
hands entwine with Bam’s now loose hair. “But I want to be like a real God. I
want to change the Tower. I want to be able to save everyone, and not leave
anyone behind. The canine people, DengDeng, I couldn’t save them even when I
wanted to…”
“You know sacrifices
are inevitable if you strive to achieve your own goals. That’s the way of the
Tower. That guide said it was your fault, and yeah, we tried to get Yama and
the canine people into our side in the war, but it was that FUG Elder who lead
them to their deaths, not you.”
“And what happens if
Rak-san or Isu-san dies because of me? Or… you, Khun-san. You almost died... it
almost happened, two times now, in fact. Or even more.”
“But I didn’t die,
right? I’m here, right here.” One of his hands places against Bam’s lower back,
leaning him closer protectively. He is trying to calm him down. Khun-san… “And you don’t have to blame
yourself for our decisions. We made the choice to follow you. At least I am doing what I want to do.”
He can’t argue back,
so he just hides his face again in Khun’s warm chest. “You don’t know because
you were unconscious but...” Bam stops talking when he hears an exasperated
sound leave Khun’s mouth. He looks up and sees an angry expression amidst the
low light.
“I thought I made you
tell me everything that happened in those years I wasn’t with you.”
He laughs nervously.
“And I did. This is just a little detail. I told you I confronted Rachel again,
right?” Khun nods slowly, clearly not happy at the mention of her. Bam can’t
blame him for that anymore. “Before we took the test in the Floor of Death, I
also tried to separate myself from her definitively, but I still wanted to give
her a chance to beat me. I didn’t want her to hate me even more. But when she
hurt you, almost killed you, I couldn’t stay silent anymore. She… Rachel is
still important to me, it’s difficult for it to change, but if she hurts you
again… I think I would have to kill her, this time for real…”
“And if I do it? You shouldn’t
wait for a traitor to strike. I know you want to just forget about her and hope
she uses the second, or third, or fourth chance you are giving her, but you
know I’m the type of person that doesn’t like to take chances.”
“I know.” A small
laugh comes out through Bam’s lips. Then, his eyes cast down again. “I wouldn’t
want you doing that, though. I would be sad, so sad, but still I would
understand you doing it. Rachel betrayed me, tried to use you, betrayed your
comrades, and almost killed you. And still… I want her to live. And I don’t
want you killing others for me.”
“Then I won’t do it
unless it’s necessary, ok?” Khun places a soft kiss in his forehead, which
surely made Bam blush a little. “Now let’s stop talking about Rachel, shall we?
I don’t want her, of all people, to ruin the mood.”
Khun gets his lips to
Bam’s neck again, leaving a trail of kisses and nibbles, and at the same time,
starts undressing him. He seems so anxious. “Remember what Hwaryun-san said…”
Again, Bam’s voice doesn’t sound convincing at all, and of course, Khun doesn’t
stop at all. “Khun-san…!”
Khun pushes down
Bam’s hands, against the bed, at the sides of his head, and stares directly
into Bam’s eyes. “What did I told you to call me when we are together like
this?”
“Ah…” Oh, yeah,
right. He did tell him to call him differently when they were alone.
“Aguero-san…?”
Even though he is the
one who reminded Bam to do it, Khun looks surprised. Then he sits up and covers
his face with his hands. Did I do it
wrong? Bam touches his arm, but Khun doesn’t look back at him. Bam is
starting to get worried.
“Aguero-san?”
“Stop. You are too
cute, I can’t stand it.”
Bam bursts out
laughing and Khun just growls.Khun doesn’t get embarrassed easily, and now he
can’t even look at Bam, even though Bam was the one calling him something he is
not used to. Khun clears his throat and, after a couple of seconds, he looks at
him again, with an expression that makes Bam’s heart flutter. His eyes are
filled with lust.
“This is your fault
for being so cute.”
A fire had lit up in
those blue eyes, and Bam almost hits his head on the back of the bed when Khun
jumps on top of him again. His mouth gets devoured hungrily, and he can only
surrender and kiss him back. God, he didn’t think he could get Khun so eager
just by calling him by his given name. Good to know, though, but it’s not good
when they really shouldn’t be doing this. Bam sincerely thought they would just
cuddle and simply spend the night together when they started talking about the
recent incidents, but of course that wasn’t the case.
The worst part is
that Bam doesn’t really want to complain. The truth is, he wants this too. This
intimacy is, even now, very new to Bam, but, oddly enough, it feels so natural.
He feels so at ease when he is with Khun like this. Khun’s weight on top of him
feels like he is shielding him from the world. Even though Bam is the powerful one, he has always felt
protected by Khun’s extraordinary intelligence, his accurate planning, just with
his presence, him caring for Bam all the time. He can’t help but smile warmly
as he caresses Khun’s back, but soon that facial expression turns into soft
sighs, as Khun starts kissing his abdomen, his hips, his inner thighs. He gives
kisses and licks all over Bam’s body, making his skin melt against his touch.
“Feeling good, love?
Even though you said we shouldn’t be doing this.”
“And I’m right! We
shouldn’t…!”
“But you want it so
much. I can’t resist something like that…”
Well, then there’s no
helping it, right? He tried stopping Khun, but it was in vain. He will have to
go along with it. It’s clearly not his fault if he is too sore to fight
tomorrow, like Hwaryun said earlier. He doesn’t’ have any options. He is
clearly not giving up because he also wants this so much it’s starting to hurt.
Clearly not.
While he is debating
with himself, Bam doesn’t know when or how, but Khun seems to have produced a
bottle of lube out of thin air, and it’s now pouring some of it on his impossibly
long fingers. The kisses on his thighs distracting a little, though, so it’s
not so painful when two of those fingers make their path inside him.
“Aguero-san…”
After a leaving a few
seconds for him to relax and accustom to the intrusion, Bam starts panting hard
when those long fingers start working their way inside, making scissor motions
every now and then. Bam lets out a quiet cry when those fingers touch a spot
inside him which makes his whole body vibrate. It’s even worse when another
finger adds up to them, and Khun simply stares at him from on top, and Bam
tries not to break eye contact either, but it’s difficult when there are little
tears of pleasure trapped at the corners of his eyes, and Khun is actively
seeing him getting fingered.
“Even though you are
so powerful on the battlefield, in bed you are a squirming mess, huh? Well, I
have always pictured you like that. You have always been so cute. And now you
are not only cute, but also you are getting sexier day after day.” Bam can’t
even reply. All that comes out his mouth are soft moans. “I wonder what Endorsi
or Yuri would think if they saw you like this, moaning quietly with three
fingers up your ass.”
“Eh…?”
“They like you too,
you know. You’re still so clueless sometimes.”
“But…”
“I know. You only
want me, right?” Bam leans in to initiate a kiss himself this time, answering
Khun’s question without the need for words. “Good boy…”
It seems Khun has
decided Bam has had enough, because his fingers leave his insides, leaving him
with eagerness all over again. He feels so empty and slightly cold now. But it
won’t take too long before he feels full again. Now Khun is pouring lube on all
the length of his fully erect cock, and Bam can only watch him do it,
expectantly.
“Your gaze seems so
hungry. And then again you were the one saying we shouldn’t be doing this.”
“I know, I know,
don’t mock me. J-just… just give it to me now, please, Aguero-san…”
“Gosh, don’t beg me
like that, or I might go crazy. Like I said before, this is your fault for
being so cute.”
And with that, Bam
has to shut his eyes tightly when he feels something hard spreading him open,
just like he had anticipated. It hurts a bit still, but the sensation of being
filled up makes him relax quite a bit. Khun is inside him, they are united in
both body and soul. There’s nothing better than that.
“May I move, my dear
god?”
Even when he knows
the answer, Khun always asks him first. It seems he takes pleasure in hearing
Bam saying he can actually move, because it sounds like he is begging for it every time.
“Yes… Yes, please
move…”
He doesn’t have to
tell him twice. Khun starts moving inside of him, seemly trying to find a
comfortable rhythm. He soon finds it, and Bam’s body starts letting go of the
pain and welcoming the intense pleasure. Unconsciously, one of his hands
clutches at the sheets, and the other one goes to his own penis, starting to
stroke it at the same rhythm.
“God, you don’t know
how hot you look right now.” Khun pounds into him a little harder, and Bam
cries out in complete ecstasy. “Yeah, touch yourself like that, in front of
me…”
Bam can’t think straight
anymore. He can’t even feel embarrassed or anything. There’s just Khun inside
of him and the pleasure invading his body. It’s even worse when Khun starts
pounding hard into that same spot from before, making his whole body tremble,
the quiet moans turned into loud cries.
“Urgh, you are so
tight, Bam… God, you feel so good…”
“Ahhh… It feels good,
Aguero-san…”
Now Bam knows he
calling Khun by his given name has a strong effect on him, for whatever reason.
And it proves effective once again, since his hips start moving desperately
faster, making a slapping sound every time they meet with Bam’s. Soon, Bam
can’t take anymore pleasure. He has to break eye contact once again when his
body convulses with an intense orgasm that leaves him breathless, his abdomen
stained with white streaks. It doesn’t take too long for Khun to feel near the
edge too, Bam can tell by the way his breathing accelerates. So, he decides to
help, with the little bit of strength that’s let in his body.
He takes Khun’s face
between his hands, places a soft kiss on his lips, and then whispers in his
ear. “Please come inside of me, Aguero-san…”
And he does almost
immediately, filling Bam’s insides with his warm seed. God, that feels good.
Khun collapses on top of him, his head resting on Bam’s shoulder. They are both
panting hard, clearly exhausted, but Khun still manages to hug him tight. It
feels incredibly comfortable. Bam kisses Khun drowsily, and Khun reciprocates
between tired smiles.
Then it occurs to Bam
he should probably tell Khun they have to clean themselves up and tidy the bed
a little, but he doesn’t. Bam can feel the warm semen coming out from him
slowly, and shifts a little on the bed, to get in a position in which it stays
inside as long as it can. It surely isn’t alright for him to leave that there,
but they don’t have the energy now to actually move and clean themselves up.
Also, Bam feels good having that warm liquid inside of him. It makes him feel
warm inside, feel safe, knowing Khun is still inside of him. Tomorrow they will
surely regret not having cleaned up, though.
“…I told you we
shouldn’t have done this.” Bam manages to murmur, after finally being
successful in catching his breath.
Khun has more trouble
than him, but accomplishes answering nonetheless. “…But now you will be able to
sleep through the night, don’t you?” Bam moves a little on the bed, trying to
look at Khun’s face. He is panting hard, but has a sad smile on his lips. “I
imagined you would be so sad about the things that happened in the last couple
of days that you would stay awake all night mentally torturing yourself.”
“That’s true… I would
probably have done that.”
The sad smile then
turns into a cunning grin. “But now you don’t have the strength to think
anymore. There’s nothing better than exercising before going to bed.”
Bam laughs, hugging
Khun close. They cuddle together again, still trying to catch their breaths.
Both of them are smiling, though, and Bam can hear Khun’s heartbeat starting to
calm down, getting steady just like his own. Even if he didn't plan this at all
(he sincerely called Khun into his room this late at night because he wanted
his opinion on Hwaryun's advice), he is really glad he got to spend the night
with Khun like this. Thanks to Khun being by side, touching him, caring for
him, this won’t be another night of nightmares or staying awake until the sun
rises. He closes his eyes, letting himself surrender to the exhaustion, to the
relaxing rhythm of Khun’s breath, to the warmth of his embrace.
Khun-san… Aguero-san…
Thank you for giving me so much.
-END of DAY 7-
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